Cautiously, I allowed myself to feel good at times. I found moments of peace in cheap rooms just staring at the knobs of some dresser or listening to the rain in the dark. The less I needed, the better I felt.
(via bitch-outta-hell)
(via bitch-outta-hell)
(via loveyourchaos)
embrace play.
It astounds me that some people still haven’t figured out the secret to happiness.
These are the people who are still making melodramatic Facebook statuses and tweeting things that suggest they are genuinely unhappy at least semi-regularly. The people who still complain more…
2012, love, I welcome you with open arms<3
to be frank, your former beat the absolute shit out of me with a good handful of petty yet impacting experiences that subsequently left me broken. through it however, i guess i was able to finally look at the different parts of myself, gather the stronger ones, and build a better base on those.
here it is kids;
~not afraid. not worried. why, this next year will be lived without any expectation, simply and modestly, gliding along the universe, take time to soul search, but don’t get lost in the search. recognize the opportunities you do have and think of the better ones you might have if you just give a wee bit more effort.
you know your strengths dawg. build on them. use them to your advantage. you’re not completely useless and you know it you sexy arrogant bastard
change course often. diverge paths all you want baby.
writing seems to help. talking. sharing. vent. vent. vent. helps release bad vibes and make room for better more positive energy.
~secondly, and, lastly. if you’re gonna try and hold true to any piece of advice, its this; dont over analayze your connections with good honest people—friendships, family, possible friendships, aquantainces, lovers, strangers….if they make you happy in some way, any way, if theres any sad sap out there who has the brilliance to put a genuine smile on your sad sappy face, return the favor! double the favor! the people that bring you genuine joy dont come by all the time. don’t make their lives difficult, if they make you feel good, leave them out of your overanalytical ways. vibe off good vibes to create better vibes, thats all there is to it.
good vibes. those are the guys you want. you want to be drowning in them. all the time. create them. share them. exchange them. good vibes rule.
for small creatures such as we the vastness is bearable only through love ..~carl sagan
remember that^
~thirdly, and this time for real, lastly. you can never ever ever listen to too much good music. the days you just really cant vibe with people, bump them tunes, bury your noses in those books, get out your pens, get out your pads, your cans, your canvases, your brushes, and your tushes. lord knows art has it right. it heals. always have a constant supply and outlet of creativity. it restores. replinishes. keeps your soul healthy.
speaking of which, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8PPGjpGvbxA
hm.
wanna know what it feels like? to be, me, right this very second?
peter pan and his shadow. when his shadow gets away from him?
its like.
your soul.
my soul. i finally have her in my sights. i almost have her but shes devilishly stubborn. however i like that. shes me. duh. the chase itself is to be enjoyed, the journey is the destination maaaan. lure her in with the right delights so she can flourish.
im gonna get her back this year. xx
P.S. Fuck resolutions. Drink soymilk. Eat tons of yummy greens. Buy a bike.
Happy new years bb’s. Enjoy your nights and may 2012 bring you tons of magic :)))